I had to put the blog on hold for a while, I never imagined it would be two years. I've had a long two years of chronic illnesses. I knew that I had a blood clotting disorder (genetic) but we've also added in Hypothyroidism and I had a scare with cancer.
In April, I found a lump on arm that grew pretty fast in just a couple of months and by Aug it was removed leaving a pretty sizeable hole in my arm, and now Im undergoing radiation.
I've found a new lease on life though, and am determined to live my life how I want, with as little stress as possible, just enjoying my family and the day to day activities we have going on. I went through some serious "please let me crawl in a hole and sleep life away" phase and then an angry "why me, Im so young" phase. Im trying to be in the "lets be grateful I have been cured of cancer" phase. I have good days and bad days with this, but the bad days are fewer and fewer.
Meanwhile, Im doing some renovations on the house, in the hopes we can sell it and move to get some land and a slightly larger house to accommodate our four kids. K has a room of her own how, but that means that M, P and D are sharing a room, and there's a bunk bed, a regular bed and a dresser in a 10x10 room and it's crowded.
So. I miss you guys. ❤️❤️
Im glad to be back.
Liz
